this dark is a major nation

It is difficult to speak of the night.
It is the other time. Not
and absence of day.
But where there are no flowers
to turn away into.
There is only this dark
and the familiar place of my body.
And the voices calling out 
of me to love.
This is not the night of the young;
their simple midnight of fear.
Nor the later place to employ.
This dark is a major nation.
I turn to it ar forty
and find the night in the flood.
Find the dark deployed in the process.
Clotted in parts, in parts
flowing with lights.
The voices still keen of the divorce
we are born into.
But they are farther off,
and do not interest me.
I am forty, and it is different.
Suddenly in midpassage
I come into myself. I leaf
gigantically. An empire yelds
unexpectedly: cities, summer forests,
satrapies, horses.
A solitude: an enormity.
Thank god.


Jack Gilbert